Nutrition is important!

I've made some pretty tasty healthier meals this week. Chicken and cheese taquitos, strawberry pecan spinach salad, almond chocolate chip cookies, and roasted red pepper and feta pasta - all of them whole grain, low fat or fat free, no butter or flour, no conventional sugar and instead sweetened with raw honey, and just as home made as possible to avoid all the processed junk. And all of them husband approved :)

Today I am making some meatless chili. I am trying to go vegetarian 1-3 nights a week. This particular recipe I found online and it was really simple, so I added a ton of stuff to it. I am a ravenous chili eater and have made several good recipes over the years. So I know how to make some healthy, good chili.


Tons of peppers and beans and tomatoes. Yes, some consider beans and tomatoes to be a chili-sin, I lived in Texas so I know. I love them in my chili though. I like having tons of different things in chili, adds variety! This is what it looks like uncooked and in the crock pot. I crock all my chili, ideally for at least 8 hours. Today time got the better of me and I don't get to cook it for quite that long. Ah well. If it turns out to be super tasty then I'll put the recipe up here!

Food is really important. The equation for a healthy body is simple. Exercise + Diet. You can't do one without the other and expect to be slim and healthy. I know this from my early 20's and spending tons of time in the gym but still eating like crap. And the famous "I just worked out really hard so now I can go out to eat and reward myself!" Thus, the weight was not lost. Now that I am serious about becoming healthy I understand the importance of a proper diet. Your body needs the right fuel - protein, fiber, healthy fats, carbs (within reason), vitamins and minerals. Most of which are completely absent in most traditional foods. So I am buying fresh ingredients, fruits, veggies, organic foods, whole grains, lean meats and proteins... and just making everything from scratch. It's so much better for you and often times tastes better too. 

Food is a challenge for me. I have always been a picky eater. Growing up my mom didn't make me eat my vegetables and basically let me eat whatever I wanted. We didn't have very many sit down family meals, it was more like telling her what I wanted to eat. Which was usually mac and cheese or chicken nuggets or ramen noodles. And the amount of coke I drank... by the time I was in high school I was drinking 4 cans of vanilla coke a day. It had just come out back then... that stuff was really good! But as I got older, and especially after meeting my husband who pretty much eats anything placed before him, I've started broadening my horizons. At first it was just going out to eat at places I thought I wouldn't like and trying new foods. Now I am challenging myself to eat *gasp* vegetables and salads! And nuts - never did like them much either. I also don't like seafood, so a long term goal of mine is to one day learn to like it. Being picky sucks. It's really hard to get outside your food comfort zone... but by god, I will do it!

Things I have learned about changing my diet:
  • Research. There is a ton of information on healthy eating on the internet. Over the past few months I have read alot of articles from all kinds of different sources. I have learned what to eat in order to lose weight, what foods make the human body healthier, the role of fats, carbs, protein, and fiber, what fats are healthy, how to portion meals, what snacks to eat during the day, and the importance of expending more calories than you take in. And I am continuously reading more - I've genuinely become interested in healthy eating.
  • Planning. Making a plan of what you will eat for dinner each night of the week will set you up for success. Set a couple nights a week as vegetarian nights, maybe plan to make a dessert or treat meal once a week, etc. Since it's just my husband and I we usually end up eating leftovers for lunch the next day. And as long as I plan correctly we won't ever go "Crap, what's for dinner? Guess we have to order something...." and I don't ever have to resort to pre packaged meals - don't even keep them in the house anymore! Planning also saves me money at the commissary/grocery store - I go in with a list and know exactly what I am going to get instead of just going in there and buying stuff all willy nilly.
  • Make swaps. Again, research the internet for some good healthy swap ideas. Here are some I use
    • 100% whole grain everything as much as possible, instead of regular white flour
    • Plain nonfat greek yogurt instead of sour cream, milk, or cream cheese. A very versatile ingredient that you can substitute with and get a rich, creamy element to your dish.
    • Wheat germ for breadcrumbs. This is an awesome one - if I'm making some baked chicken tenders or anything else that's breaded. Wheat germ has fiber, protein, and lots of vitamins. Plus it has a much heartier texture than bread crumbs. I usually go half breadcrumbs and half wheat germ.
    • Quinoa for rice. The texture and taste take some getting used to, but it is packed with the amino acids your body needs. And rice is terrible for you. Quinoa cooks just like rice and can be added to lots of different foods.
    • Chia seeds. I used these in a salad dressing the other day (the recipe called for poppy seeds) but you can throw them into a smoothie too. They have protein, fiber, vitamins, and omega 3's and are barely noticeable in most foods.
    • Almond flour and almond butter. Almonds are great for you! I just made some awesome cookies using almond flour. They tasted great and had a nice texture that you don't get with regular cookies. A good pre workout snack is a few apple slices with some almond butter. You can make your own, just toast about a cup of almonds and blend them with a few teaspoons of olive oil in a food processor. I have not been an almond fan in the past, but I am trying to get used to them as they make great healthy snacks. Just don't eat mass quantities of them - they are high in calories, but also great for energy throughout the day and providing your body with healthy fats.
    • Spinach or other leafy greens for iceberg or romaine lettuce. I've been on the spinach train lately! Never been a big fan of salads, but I think I've just realized that I don't really like iceberg or romaine lettuce that much. They make for good taco toppings but that's about it. Spinach just tastes way better to me. And it's much more nutrient dense than regular lettuce. So I've been putting it on sandwiches, blending it in smoothies (barely noticeable!), tossing it into pastas, and making salads with it. I've heard great things about other dark leafy greens such as kale and arugula, but those will enter my life in due time. I am still in the process of getting used to veggies.
    • Add veggies! Add them to whatever food you are eating - chopped, pureed, whatever. Your body needs them! Even if you have to mask the taste with other foods, which I have certainly been known to do.
    • Raw honey for sugar. Sugar is terrible for you, and it's in most everything we eat these days. And you don't want a bunch of disease causing chemicals from those artificial sweeteners either. So as you are cooking/baking or sweetening your foods and drinks, use raw honey. It has a lower glycemic index, meaning your blood sugar doesn't rise as quickly after eating. Raw honey also has lots of vitamins and may help with allergies. Just make sure it's organic, raw, unfiltered honey. Regular honey's nutritional content is pretty much completely filtered out. Stevia is a great option too - just research it first to see if it's right for you. I can't have it because I have low blood sugar. Stevia lowers your blood sugar, so I end up feeling really sick whenever I eat it.
    • Olive oil. Big one here, use it instead of butter and vegetable oil. Most times I don't notice a difference in taste, but it may not be a good idea if you are baking a dessert or something. It has tons of great health benefits - just don't drench your food in it.
  • The number one thing I have learned about diet - Change it slowly! Picture this - you walk into your doctor's office. He tells you you're fat and unhealthy and that you need to cut out all the bad food you love to eat and just eat fruits and vegetables. You get scared. So you try to change the way you eat overnight. You will be hungry, you will probably hate the way it tastes, and you will experience physical symptoms as your body is not used to the new food yet. Sounds like a sucky experience. Alot of people go this route when they try to become healthier - they try to do too much at once and then get discouraged and quit. Make small changes instead. Start off by choosing low fat options of the foods you love. Go whole grain instead of white. Add vegetables to the dishes you normally make - throw them into soups and stews, pastas, tacos, make a veggie stir fry with chicken, etc. Cut out the bad stuff like sodas and sugary foods. You will feel like crap at first, but after about a week you will feel alot better than you did with all the sugar. And eventually you crave less and less of it. Make gradual changes, and continually improve your diet over time. Once you're used to your new style of eating, make a bigger move such as reducing or eliminating dairy. I have learned that once I get comfortable with certain foods, my next step is to re evaluate my diet and say to myself "Ok, I'm at this point, where are some areas I can make improvements?" And before you know it, you'll be addicted to healthy food.

Life is about growth. I'm continuously learning and evaluating my eating habits to improve them. It's very hard to change the way you eat. Food is a huge part of our lives! But you gotta do it. I already feel so much better - physically, and mentally because I know I am doing what is right for my health. 

Into the water

So I've gotten to the point where I am starting to notice some changes. I may not notice it in the mirror just yet, but just by touching certain areas I can tell they are getting smaller. I always lose weight in my lower back/hips/love handles first. I don't have love handles to begin with, but for some reason that's always the first place I lose. It makes me look kind of weird, because from the back I look totally skinny and in the front  I look like a fattie cause that's where I carry all my weight. My bad zones are my front and inner thighs, arms, and belly. So those will probably be the last places I lose. But even in those areas I am noticing changes. I am also noticing my muscles are getting harder and more defined, mainly in my legs. Clothes are starting to fit a little better. I'm gettin there!

Today I went swimming over at the pool on base. I'm going to try to go once a week because its such a great workout and it will pretty much work my entire body. I'm not new to swimming at all - I was in the water before I was a year old and I was on swim team from 5-12 years old. I blame my big upper body on it. But it's been at least 2 years since I swam laps so it kicked my ass pretty good. I did 10 laps - well, we always used a 25m pool so in my head I consider a 25 to be a lap. But this is a 50m pool. I guess in the real world a lap is 50, so yeah - 10 laps. Breaststroke was always my best stroke, followed by freestyle, back, and the dreaded butterfly. Breaststroke was mostly what I did today along with a little bit of free. For some reason free was really hard on me today and I couldn't finish a 50 without running out of breath. Probably a combination of technique being rusty and me not being used to swimming. In swim team they don't focus a whole lot on perfect technique considering they are trying to corral 50+ kids aged 5-14 early in the mornings of precious summer vacation. It was more like "Shut the F up, get your head in the water and swim dammit!" So technique is something I'll have to work on,  and the endurance will come with time and repetition. I'm also trying to hold my breath underwater - sometimes in swim team they'd have us push off and swim underwater until we ran out of breath. I was never good at it, but I know it's going to help make me a better swimmer. 

Still sore from yoga. Muscles I didn't even know I had are sore. It's great. Think I may start running again on saturday. My shins and legs don't hurt anymore, but I'll do one more day of rest just for good measure.

182

Today's been good. Met my goal weight and then some!

So glad, because I have really been conservative with estimating calories. I use the Lose It app for tracking calories and exercise. I freaking love it. Here's why:

  • It has a whole database of foods, even from restaurants, and not to mention a barcode scanner! Scan the barcode on the package and bam - all the nutrition data is added and you just pick how many servings you had.
  • You can create your own custom foods with calorie and nutrient data.
  • It has a nutrient tracking option, so you know how many grams of fat, protein, fiber, carbs, sugar, etc. you are getting daily.
  • There is a database for exercises and you can also create custom ones. You can customize the length, intensity, and type of your exercise. Then it will estimate how many calories your exercise has burned and subtract them from your daily total.
  • You can track your weight loss over time and it will adjust what your new calorie intake should be.
  • It will tell you if you are over or under your calories for the day. Since I cook all my own dinners/most lunches, my strategy for that is to count and estimate the calories based on the ingredients (that is if I am not using a recipe where I already know the calories) and then just make a custom food called "300 calorie meal" or whatever. That way I don't have to enter in every single recipe I ever use. And as I said I'm pretty conservative with this so I always over estimate. The drawback to this is you don't get an accurate picture of nutrients. But for me that's ok. With the amount of different things I cook, it would be insane for me to enter every single one into my phone!
  • Knowing how many calories you can eat really makes a difference - makes you think twice about eating those chips at night!
  • There are a bunch of other cool features that I don't even use. You can share your progress with friends and all that good stuff


Today was a yoga day. I am doing the P90X yoga which is 90 minutes. Thats a long freaking time. And it's hard. I am not new to yoga but it has been awhile - still, I think I did a decent job. I had a really calm mind today so I was very focused on what I was doing and it seemed to help alot. When I did yoga in the past I always had trouble with the breathing - remembering to breathe, make the breaths long and deep, and timing them with the movements. But if I do my best to concentrate on it I tend to do a much better job. I need to focus on breathing and study all the poses to make sure my form is correct. And I need to not kick my overly curious cat when I'm coming out of runners pose :)

My body feels a bit weak and tired right now, but at the same time I feel great. I feel very loose and stretched out. Evidently this yoga class burns a ton of calories too. So I think I'll be doing this 1-2 times a week. It'll keep me in good shape for running and help build up my core.

Too much stuff

I've been working way too hard this past week.

I'm sitting here sipping a healthy smoothie I threw together (spinach, blueberries/mixed berries, tiny bit of greek yogurt, chia seeds, protein powder, green superfood powder, and a bit of water), took some ibuprofen, iced my legs, and resolved to take a day for recovery.

So I'm still fairly new to running. And by new I mean a complete non runner who probably hasn't run this much since 8 years ago in high school. I've been at it for 2 months and have the occasional shin pain, and I have realized that for me, at this stage, I can run every other day and be fine. But last week I began doing a workout on my off days that is basically an obstacle running bootcamp. Jumping jacks, jump rope, push ups, pull ups, burpees, squats, turkish getups, and all kinds of general bouncing around. And all the bouncing around has been aggravating my legs. All my muscles have been sore, but my right calf has been the worst and I think I may have pulled something in it. And the shin pain has been creeping up on me daily. I am definitely doing too much impact on my legs at this point. Today was a run day and going into it I didn't know what to expect because I knew I was sore,  but I figured I'd just do what I could. I originally wanted to run outside but it was rainy and very cold so I told myself I'd just do it on one of the many 60-70 degree days we have around here. So treadmill it was. The first mile was fine. Then right when I hit the second mile my right leg just said - no more dude, I'm done. I limped off the treadmill and finished it out on the elliptical.

I know my legs need to rest and that it means taking days off from running or anything high impact. But this sucks. I'm supposed to be getting better, not going backwards. Yeah, there's lots of low impact stuff I can do... Ellipticals are good for cardio, but other than that they won't help me be a better runner. Plus ellipticals are boring as hell. I'm sure I can find some good low impact stuff to work on my core and muscle strength. I can still push/pull up (by pull up I mean hang there as long as possible! that's about where I'm at, lol) I just feel like all the stuff I need to be doing to train for the Spartan Race is stuff I really shouldn't do right now while my legs are hurting so bad. I'll do my best to work around it for now though. Tomorrow I'll be doing yoga, and maybe I will be doing yoga 2 days a week instead of just 1. It should help prevent this type of thing from happening in the future.

I need to find a balance - I want to do as much as possible, but I am probably doing too much too fast. I need to remind myself that this is all new to me - sure I've done these types of exercises from time to time during my prior half assed attempts to get in shape, but I have never gone all out and committed myself to fitness. I have never been athetic. My body has alot to get used to.

Tomorrow is one of my weigh ins. I'm really close to my goal. I can't wait to get under the 180 mark - that will be pretty significant for me. That should happen in mid december - or sooner :)

Future Spartan

Well, I finally did it. I signed up for the Georgia Spartan race.

http://www.spartanrace.com/

I have never done anything like this in my life. This challenge will test my strength and push my limits big time. It will be a true test of how fit I will have become. It looks terrifyingly fun. Mud, climbing, running with heavy objects, fire, heights... there is alot to be scared of but once I complete it I will no longer have any doubt. I need to get out of my comfort zone, overcome my fear and my doubts about my fitness abilities. I'm not ready yet, but I have just over 100 days to train and prepare for it. The fact that I have committed to this is going to push me to get into my best shape. This is a whole new challenge for me, and I'm going to dedicate myself to it over the next 3 months. When I complete this I will be one proud, bad ass Spartan chick. And very very muddy.

103 days!

Becoming a Warrior

Today I am posting about the inspiration behind the name of my blog and for what I do

The Fit Viking - strange name, but I wanted to name it something that encompasses all that I hope to one day be.

I am inspired by the past. Anything to do with ancient civilizations, vikings, warriors, greek/roman times, etc. Part of me despises modern society and longs for a simpler time. People respected their land and their community because it was crucial to their survival. Sometimes I am guilty of romanticizing about the past, but I definitely realize that while life was simpler it was also harder. We have many modern conveniences today such as good food and water, shelter with climate control, clean clothes, medicine, and not to mention entertainment and leisure activities. Each day I am thankful for these things. But what modern society lacks is the drive to be strong and physically fit unless it is a personal goal. There is no benefit to your social status or your wallet. It benefits your health, but many Americans are much more content with eating junk food and watching tv and then taking pills for their illnesses. Therefore it is an element missing from today's world. And as a result so many people's lives pass by while they waste away, then they hit 40 and wonder what the hell happened. I aim to change that and become fit now, at 26, so I can get out there and do whatever I want. I love the outdoors - simply being outside, taking walks, hiking, kayaking, skiing, swimming, biking, etc. I love watching outdoor/survival TV shows. And if I'm watching something like 300 or Spartacus, it makes me think "Wow, there's no way I could do any of this stuff" Well, why not? Why not become a modern day warrior? I also love anything to do with zombies. And if the zombie apocalypse happens I want to survive! Remember Rule #1 - Cardio? Might sound silly, but these are just some of the things I'm interested in that I draw inspiration from.

Another driving force is my religion. I have been Asatru for 8 years. I am half German - my ancestors came from an area in northwest Germany that was once known as Frisia. I don't think I was ever truly a Christian because it just never seemed right for me. I feel that I have much more in common with the gods of my ancestors than a middle eastern god. In a nutshell, Asatru encourages you to be your best. You may pray to the gods, but it ain't happening unless you get off your ass and work for it. The gods are our teachers, they inspire us to grow and reach our fullest potential. We honor the virtues of strength, courage, honor, discipline, fidelity, self sacrifice, hospitality, industriousness, and perseverance. And unlike Christianity, the physical body is considered to be a part of your soul - because it is the vessel in which you carry out your will on earth. It cannot function properly if it is not taken care of. A thought has been in the back of my mind over the past few years - I don't feel truly 100% Asatru if I'm fat and out of shape. The Norse gods are known for their physical prowess. I aim to become a warrior in order to allow myself to accomplish more, and just become a better and more whole person. Whenever I am pushing myself during a workout, the gods inspire me to go just a little bit longer.

My husband always tells me to "be a viking" and that I have the genetics and physical ability to do it. Well...I do have a large build and my super pale skin gets lobster red any time I run...lol. But seriously, he's great at inspiring me as well. He is health conscious and loves to be in the gym, so as soon as he is fully recovered from his foot surgery he will be back at it too. He's always been in better shape than me, but who knows, maybe I'll be his equal in a few months ^_^

So. I'm on my way to becoming an in shape viking chick. I seriously can't wait. I've become addicted to fitness. Weird I know... I have never been athletic, but now I am really loving this. It gives me something to strive for.



Side note - owwwwww. This morning I did my cardio/strength workout and it involves things like jumping jacks, shuffles, hopping, and running in place. I think I overdid it on my shins because I also ran yesterday. It hurts bad. But I put ice on it immediately and stretched plenty, so hopefully a day and a half of rest will fix it.

Getting better

We've made it through thanksgiving, or as I like to call it, "Eat until you hate yourself day"


This year I realized I can't eat alot of thanksgiving food. Before I thought it was due to the fact that both my parents and my husbands parents are divorced and so we had to go to 4 houses on thanksgiving, each one of them expecting us to eat the food. But this year I realized that thanksgiving food is way too heavy and rich for me. I don't usually eat stuff like that, especially these days since I've cleaned up my diet. Seriously, every single dish I made had butter in it. I know, I know... but since this was our first thanksgiving with just the 2 of us, I wanted to make sure my husband had all the comfort food he'd be getting if we were with our families. And we had a great thanksgiving. Got lots of leftovers, but I am just eating small amounts of them and praying it wont affect me too badly. 

So I went and did some treadmill running today and managed to run 5k in 31:57. I wanted to get 32 when I ran the Santa Chase 5k last weekend but alas I got 35:51 or something like that. Obviously treadmill running is alot different than outdoor, but I am making sure to do a little bit of both - treadmill to track myself and try to improve my speed, and outdoor to get used to the terrain and elevation. Recently I've been trying to use the incline feature on the treadmill too.

Since it's been about 2 months since I first embarked on my fitness quest ..thingy.. I have learned alot of stuff.

Things I've learned:

  • I can't run every single day. At least not yet anyway. I started out trying to do it because I assumed that's what most runners did. You know, go out for the morning jog like they always do in the movies. Well every time I ran on that second day I was totally wiped out and ended up walking for most of it. Plus my shins hurt bad. The body needs to rest, especially when it comes to a beginner whose body is not used to the demands of running. So now I am doing alternate forms of exercise on my off days.
  • HYDRATION. Everybody always says its important, but you really have no idea until dehydration happens to you. And don't get me wrong, I have always been a big water drinker. I love water, nothing added to it, just plain old water. I very rarely have soda or juice. Just the occasional light beer!  And tea! But I still wasn't drinking nearly enough. It is super super important to drink LOTS of water BEFORE you run or exercise. Otherwise you will feel like utter crap about 2-3 hours after running. For the last 2 months I was trying to figure out why I always had a headache, stomachache, and just felt weak and horrible after running. The internet pointed to one thing - hydration before workout. So I've recently tried to make a conscious effort to drink alot of water throughout the day. 4+ glasses if possible. Then I also have to make sure I'm drinking while I run and after I run. As long as I am doing this... no headache, no nausea, no chills and weakness. 
  • Food! I believe everyone has their own unique needs when it comes to food, but there are a few general rules. Your body needs fuel before and after strenuous exercise. And since I'm hypoglycemic my needs are greater than most. I definitely need to make sure I am not exercising on an empty stomach. When I first learned I had this condition my dietitian told me I needed to drink Gatorade any time I exercised for 30 minutes or more. Blood sugar drops during exercise, and since I already have a condition where mine drops after eating, the effect on me is even more intense. I use the powder and make a pretty weak mix so I'm not overdoing it on sugar, but just getting enough to keep me from crashing. Then afterwards I have some protein, and I usually have a small snack if I start feeling funny. I am still trying to figure out the right balance, and what snacks are good for pre/post workouts. Bottom line is, it seems to be the right mixture between simple carbs/sugar, complex carbs, and protein. 
  • Varied forms of exercise. When I first started doing this it was just running. It's a good way to lose weight and work the majority of your muscles. But it's not enough. Believe it or not, women need to strength train in order to burn fat and avoid bodily injury. Variety also keeps your body guessing. The majority of us, myself included, have been guilty of getting into a habit of always doing the same exercise. Eventually your body just gets used to it. Plus, if I am going to do crazy obstacle races I need to build muscle strength! 
  • Push yourself. If you're serious, you will push yourself. During my early 20's I did the health yo yo. Either I was going to the gym alot and weighed about 175, or I didn't care at all and weighed more like 190. But I was never truly serious, aside from in 09 when I trained for a 43 mile hiking trip. Even then, I didn't truly understand the importance of eating properly and I still kind of had a terrible diet. My problem during these years is that I would go to the gym and work out, but I would always kind of half ass it. I rarely pushed myself to go past my limits. Or I made up excuses like "I'm tired, I can finish a few minutes early." Now I am serious about this. I want to be fit. And the only way to do it is to improve a little bit each time. I push myself to get past the pain. It doesn't have to be alot - go just a little faster, take a shorter break, work just a little harder, do a few more reps before collapsing in utter exhaustion. Just gotta get a little better each time.
I'm freaking sore. I'm still sore from the strength training I did on wednesday. Then I cooked a bunch of food all day yesterday, which believe it or not is tiring. And today I ran 3 miles. Tomorrow I'll see how I feel and maybe try my strength training again (I did kind of a pathetic job the first time) or maybe I'll do some yoga. Then rest sunday. Or, maybe rest tomorrow and work sunday. We'll see. 





Goals

Now that I have this thing up and running I figured I'd state my goals here.

Back on September 19th I did some research, and determined that for my height and frame, 160 lbs is a good weight to get to. I can't remember the last time I was that light - maybe high school? I dunno. I've never been skinny... but I've never been downright fat either. Just somewhere in between. Recently I began wondering if I can get to 155. So I think I'm changing my eventual goal weight to 155. I am 5'7" with a large frame, so 155 would be about the best I can get to. It would put me in a normal BMI range too. I made a chart that tracks my progress and every 2 weeks I have a weigh in. Okay, I'm still weighing myself daily anyway, but 2 weeks is the official weigh in! And I have this fancy scale that tells me my weight/body fat %/water weight/muscle mass!

Starting Stats:

9/19/12
Weight - 195.8
Body fat % - 34.2
Muscle mass - 30.1
Mile time - 12:30
BMI - Don't know as I wasn't measuring it at this time. If I had to guess I'd say 29-30

Yikes. Ah well, gotta start somewhere!

As of 11/14/12...


Weight - 185.0
Body fat % - 31.2
Muscle mass - 30.9
Mile time - I can run a 10:00 mile for sure, but after the first mile I start slowing down
BMI - 28.3


Beginnings

First post!

This blog shall document all my ramblings throughout my quest to become healthier. Yes.

I'm not going to pretend like there are people out there just dying to read about me. There's already too much of that on the internet. This is (or will be) more of a personal timeline of my fitness goals. A place where I can share what I learn about diet and exercise while I am doing it, where I can talk about the events I participate in, and just document my thoughts and feelings during the whole experience. This is a tool for my own personal motivation, because when I look back in a few months/years and see how much I've accomplished, it's going to drive me to go even further. I aim to change my entire life, because thats what being healthy is. A *lifestyle*. For most of my 20's I have done the yo yo, and I am tired of it. For the past 2 years I have fallen pretty far, hitting my worst this past summer '12. Lets face it, I was freaking FAT.

This is a pretty horrible picture of myself that I'm actually quite embarrassed about - but I put it up here for precisely that reason. To say "Holy god, I have GOT to not look like this!" This was a really happy day of my life, as it was the day after my husband came home from a 1 year tour overseas and we were visiting his family (plus my sweet "I <3 my geek" shirt!)  BUT ... my god, I have let myself go. I was around 195 lbs here.

This, however, was me in 2009. We were at the Grand Canyon and then hiked the 43 mile Paria canyon in UT/AZ. It was something my husband wanted to do and I had spent a few months training for, so I was in pretty decent shape back then. I'd say I was probably at about 175, maybe 180 here - still a little pudgy, but not bad.


This was me 4 days ago right before running a 5k. I am currently at 184.8 (11lbs lost in 2 months). So far I have mainly been focusing on running, but I have learned that I cannot run every single day and therefore will be incorporating strength training, yoga, and swimming on my non run days. 

So that's pretty much where I am at right now. I've made some decent progress leading up to this point. I'll be posting more about my goals, philosophy, and details on what I'm doing to improve my life!